The month of June should be easier, but life takes over. My sister is very sick and I am worried about her. I have to have cataract surgery, that scares me. Since the kids were killed, I have developed two major fears. One is dementia in any form. I am afraid I will forget the kids. I think I shared every photo, video and memory I have of them those first few days. I wanted to make sure those memories were there so others could remind me. My other fear, going blind and not being able to see the photos again.
Things like this are very normal after the loss of a child I am told. But normal things like cataracts turn into a major trauma. All of this is just one more thing brought on by the decision of a total strangers choice to drink and drive.